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[Mar. 29th, 2009|01:34 pm] |
There's blood in my mouth 'cause I've been biting my tongue all week
I keep on talkin' trash but I never say anything
And the talkin' leads to touchin'
and the touchin' leads to sex
and then there is no mystery left
And It's bad news
Baby I'm bad news
I'm just bad news, bad news, bad news
I know I'm alone if I'm with or without you
but just bein' around you offers me another form of relief
When the loneliness leads to bad dreams
and the bad dreams lead me to callin' you
and I call you and say "c'mere"
And it's bad news
Baby I'm bad news
I'm just bad news, bad news, bad news
And it's bad news
Baby it's bad news
It's just bad news, bad news, bad news
'Cause you're just damage control
for a walking corpse like me
'Cause we'll all be
Portions for foxes
Yeah we'll all be
Portions for foxes
There's a pretty young thing in front of you
and she's real pretty and she's real into you
and then she's sleepin' inside of you
and the talkin' leads to touchin'
then touchin' leads to sex
and then there is no mystery left
And it's bad news
I don't blame you
I do the same thing
I get lonely too
And you're bad news
My friends tell me to leave you
That you're bad news, bad news, bad news
That you're bad news
Baby you're bad news
and you're bad news
Baby you're bad news
and you're bad news
I don't care I like you.......
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[Mar. 25th, 2009|11:22 pm] |
if its a broken part replace it
if its a broken arm then brace it
if its a broken heart then face it.
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[Mar. 11th, 2009|06:38 pm] |
taken from page 73 of the book he's just not that into you:
"let's take a quick health ed class on what pot does to the brain. smoking pot makes your brain work slower, and makes you less in tune with your surroundings and more introverted. it dulls your senses and clouds and impairs your sense of reality. so, he's always stoned when he's with you. that really means he like you more when there's less of you."
.........
yeah.
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[Mar. 2nd, 2009|09:30 am] |
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| | somebody somewhere - jason reeves | ] |
so he texted me a 3am last night
and under most circumstances i'd be pissed
but you know me
he told me we had a snow day tomorrow
so i got really excited and woke up
he then proceeded to tell me he felt bad
because he made up the snow day
but he just really wanted to talk to me
so we did, til 5
im pretty sure i fell asleep with a smile on my face....
...this is no good. |
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[Feb. 25th, 2009|12:32 am] |
i hate those girls that are perfectly flawless
perfect.
and flawless.
every. single. minute. every. single. day.
i am surrounded by them
and i am reminded by it
constantly. |
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[Feb. 23rd, 2009|11:23 am] |
there’s still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
there’s still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
it’s still a little hard to say what's going on
there’s still a little bit of your ghost your witness
there’s still a little bit of your face i haven't kissed
you step a little closer each day
that I can´t say what´s going on
there’s still a little bit of your song in my ear
there’s still a little bit of your words i long to hear
you step a little closer to me
so close that I can´t see what´s going on
stones taught me to fly
love, it taught me to lie
life, it taught me to die
so it's not hard to fall
when you float like a cannonball...
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[Feb. 17th, 2009|11:43 pm] |
face down the in the dirt
she said this doesn't hurt
she said i've finally had enough.......
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[Feb. 1st, 2009|11:18 am] |
I should never think
What's in your heart
What's in our home
But it's all i want
You'll learn to hate me
But still call me baby
Oh, love
So call me by my name
And save your soul
Save your soul
Before you're too far gone
Before nothing can be done
I've tried deciding when
She'll lie in the end
I ain't got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
Tell you to hold off
You choose to hold on
It's the one thing that I've known
Once I put my coat on
I'm coming out in this all wrong
She's standing outside holding me
Saying, 'Oh, please
I'm in love
I'm in love'
Girl save your soul
Oh save your soul
Before you're too far gone
Before nothing can be done
'Cause without me
You got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on...
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[Jan. 21st, 2009|10:41 pm] |
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look for the girl with the broken smile
ask her if she wants to stay awhile
and she will (eventually)...((hopefully))...be loved...
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[Jan. 16th, 2009|11:18 am] |
arms are for hugging.
boys are for kissing.
sluts are for dissing.
and best friends are for
when the boy is kissing
the slut and you really
need a hug. |
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[Jan. 12th, 2009|11:53 am] |
words cannot express
how much i miss you guys
and how alone i feel right now. |
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[Jan. 10th, 2009|09:30 pm] |
not all angels have wings
and reside in heaven
some are right next to you
singing in cars
sleeping in beds
lounging on decks
holding your hand
telling you everything will be ok
those are the angels i believe in
my constant guardians
you are the reason
i live
and love
and keep going
every time.
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[Dec. 18th, 2008|07:28 pm] |
i have been spoiled by fairy tale endings.
and chick flick moments.
i used to believe in things like that.
i look back and think how naive i was.
and how sadly stupid i was.
and i catch myself every now and then, slipping back there.
but im slowly giving it up.
straighten up. shoulders back.
welcome to the real world.
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[Dec. 10th, 2008|02:04 pm] |
i hadn't talked to him in a week
it was weird
and then today....when im at my weakest point of stress and depression he's there
and three words make everything better
i miss you.
and i know its just friend talk
but still
its always the ones you want who are taken
or not interested
and thats what makes everything that much harder...
and i said
romeo save me
i've been feeling so alone
i keep waiting for you
but you never come
is this in my head
i don't know what to think
he knelt to the ground
and pulled out a ring
and said
marry me juliet
you'll never have to be alone...
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[Dec. 10th, 2008|10:41 am] |
im sick. and tired. of everything.
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[Dec. 6th, 2008|12:08 am] |
I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies that youve been living in
And if you do not want to see me again I would understand
I would understand
The angry boy a bit too insane
Icing over a secret pain
You know you dont belong
Youre the first to fight
Youre way too loud
Youre the flash of light on a burial shroud
I know somethings wrong
Well everyone I know has got a reason
To say put the past away
I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies that youve been living in
And if you do not want to see me again I would understand
I would understand
Well hes on the table and hes gone to code
And I do not think anyone knows
What theyre doing here
And your friends have left you
Youve been dismissed
I never thought it would come to this
And i, I want you to know
Everyones got to face down the demons... |
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[Nov. 19th, 2008|12:35 pm] |
scary how horoscopes actually fit your life:
You have the right philosophy for staying grounded and in synch with all the important people today -- you just have to have faith! To cultivate your confidence in your people skills, get as social as you can as early as you can. The sooner you can make someone smile, the sooner you will get a clear sense of the power of your personality. Recent setbacks aren't a sign that you are losing your mojo. You've just got to get back out there and try again. You pull away from a social entanglement that hasn't been working out for you. It's a good day for you to explore new options and broaden your horizons.
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[Nov. 17th, 2008|11:55 pm] |
how do you dream when u can't fall asleep?
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[Nov. 14th, 2008|02:05 pm] |
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its weird to see the other side of the story
my brobro called me today
hes a total wreck he told me
i thought he was talking about school
apparently he missed registration...
no. he said
"i miss her"
who?
sara
(clarification: ex gf)
i ended things so badly
i thought that we were drifting
and i totally screwed up
its all my fault
and she has another boyfriend, and i HATE seeing them together
i can't take it
i wrote her a letter last night
to let her know how i feel
she keeps shutting me down
but i need her
so badly
what do i do sammy??
what??
im so frustrated and angry at myself
and i can't take it....i need her, i miss her
and to think about all the times we cry
all the times we can't sleep or eat or think
because we're so wrapped up in them
because we dream and wish that they're thinking the same thing too
and to think
that there are actually some guys out there
who think the same way back
it gives me hope.
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